The mind is a very confusing thing. Even doctors and scientists are still trying to figure out how the mind fully works. Between the mental illness and hormones messing with the brain, they have no idea why and how. Well, some parts they do but not all.
Now in some parts, people’s minds can be a mess. Whether they have ADHD or they overthink. The ADHD is like a person in a store who went for eggs but then got directed by a new flavour of chips and came out of the store with some cheese totally forgetting the eggs. The overthinking is your mind thinking about if you said something wrong or thinking about your past or worried about something that your brain thinks about it 24/7. Although they are very different they both have that same pile of mess in the corner of your brain.
Now at this very moment, I am currently seeking an ADHD diagnosis. People and well some doctors have asked me why do you think you may have ADHD and I told them what I deal with and how my brain works but most of all I answered “Because it would just make sense”. Between my dad and I going to Walmart getting a few things and I’m running from one aisle to another because something caught my eye or I remembered that I have a hobby in Crocheting or the fact that I need a better vacuum or maybe I should check out the games real quick. But also I do need some food and I have to get some candles because witchy life and it’s someone’s birthday coming up. I turn into a toddler when I am at Walmart.
It’s also the fact when I’m on a call with my friends and I turn one story or one sentence into four different ones because they kinda popped into my head. “Like oh did you hear that and also my leg has been hurting oh and by the way, I need you to check out this website oh yeah so Rihanna is pregnant”. It may not sound normal or maybe more on the is she making it seems like it’s really that bad. I won’t lie there was another word I was going to use but I can’t even say it so I cant ask Siri to spell it for me. Anyways although those sound very confusing and sounds very that’s not real I wish. Now it truly could just be that my mind is very fast and wants to do everything at the same time.
I remember this one time I needed to do some writing I think for this blog actually. So my plan was I was going to do some writing and after that, I can do whatever I would like. So I opened the google doc and then I realized I needed to buy something because I keep forgetting about that so all of a sudden I was scrolling through pages of shops looking for whatever I needed I don’t really remember what it was now but I and looked and finally, I found it bought and went on doing other things. It wasn’t till five hours later and I was like “OHH YEAHH THE BLOGGGGG” Totally forgot about it.
Even today I was on a website looking for some pre-built pcs because I am tired of my laptop sounding like a helicopter when I play games and draining the battery from 100% to 20% within twenty minutes even though it’s a gaming laptop.. So I went on google to see where the shop was so I could go down and see some and ask questions so I did that and I was looking at the map and then I was like oh yeah I plan on working at chapters in the near future and I don’t drive so I started searching the bus routes and times to get to the chapters near me. Then I forgot to check the pcs put online….
My mind is a mess with clutter all around on the ground and I am trying to pick all of it up but it seems I don’t even make a dent. If you add overthinking actually don’t add it because I don’t think there’s a word to describe how messy messy that would be. Yes, I did purposely put two messys.
The brain is very strange but it seems a lot of people’s brains are just like that. Will we take over the world one day? Probably? Will we be overwhelmed with all the steps to take over the world? Yes. Will we overthink everything because our brain is a mess? Yup. Although we have a messy brain it seems the messier the more talent we hold.
