Every year everyone says it. Everyone explains how there are going to start working out or start a new hobby and get their mental health better. At one point I was that person who would say it and set goals for it. Did it happen? No. Did I try to do it? Of course but then I gave up after a week because school and depression got in the way. 

However, in December of last year, I got a little journal that said 2020 on it. On the first page, I wrote “My year to make money” with Red and Green colouring. It was and is very cheesy I was just really excited about graduating high school and finally getting a job and not having to be broke. Of course, at the time I didn’t know a whole damn pandemic would happen. 

Did my big goal of making money happen? Well as of writing this I have made about $200 in the span of 4 months. It’s money but it’s not the best money. But I guess the goal was somehow reached in a way due to the fact that I finally made money off a job that I worked really hard on. 

But now 2020 is finally coming to an end which doesn’t make sense because last week was March and somehow it’s Demeber but this whole year has been crazy and at this point, it’s not even surprising. 

Back to what I was saying 2020 is ending and everyone starts saying that line “This is gonna be my year”. I now hate that sentence. I do understand that people want a better year and they want to reach their goals and just have a good time. I understand that I totally do. But at this point, I just want a year where If I see an alien in the air or a dragon blowing up stuff I don’t want to think “Eh whatever”. That’s not normal. I want a year where if I see that I actually freak out and take it by surprise. 

Like at this point in the year anything that happens is not even shocking. Australia was on fire, Kobe died, Donald Trump almost started World War 3, A movie that we thought would never happen IS HAPPENING, Killer Bees are a thing and Donald trump telling people to put bleach into their veins. 

The only good thing about 2020 is that Trump got voted out. I must admit I lost track of what I was talking about. As I was saying this year I just want things to be calm because I’m lazy and I kinda don’t wanna deal with a dragon attack. 

This year I just hope the pandemic somewhat ends and that Trump is officially out of office. Then I will start writing my goals of making money and getting my mental health together and working out and getting in shape.

Will the two last goals be done? Probably not.