All my life I have been a super lazy person. No matter what I was just always lazy. I would push things back and procrastinate and I would generally pick sleep or food overdoing anything that would make me super bored. However, at the same time, I can be really hard working and get all my stuff done before deadlines. It honestly depends on how I’m feeling and if I ate food. 

Around grade ten grade eleven I would start making lists because highschool is very important and I kinda don’t wanna be held back so I would make a to-do list of what needed to be done and handed in. I especially worked harder on my to-do list mid-march because covid happened and I was doing school online so I had to make sure I was doing everything that needed to be done even writing what time I needed to wake up. I literally put that on my to-do list because I didn’t wanna fail.

As the months grew my lists would get longer and I would start forgetting to do half my list and they would just keep piling and piling. Somehow I would manage to get everything done but well it took longer but still finished it. So after school, I finished my first novel and I took a very long break from writing. I needed a little vacation from it. 

Come around September I started doing my to-do list again because I was started to get very bored and my mind needed a distraction. So I would write simple things down and some fun things and get them done. But midway through September, I decided I wanted to write my second novel. I thought it was a good time and it would be really fun. I was really excited. Since it wasn’t like my first book I got to create all the characters and the storyline I loved it so much. 

Now there is one thing that happens to me and it may happen to other people. But when it happens to me life goes crazy. I forgot about all my projects and I do the rest but it only happens for two months then disappears. So going back I got the main characters and the storyline and I planned that on October first I would start writing the book. But boy did I get busy and change all my plans. All of a sudden I was getting all these orders on Fiverr so I had to push back the book and start writing for clients and I thought right after this I will write the book. 

I mean I was insanely busy and I was also writing a blog while doing orders. It was busy and days went by fast. It’s now November and I still have not even written a single sentence for that book. It’s crazy really because all of September I had a boring life and nothing to do then October came around and punched me in the face. From this day I’m still so busy with writing it honestly makes me laugh. It seems that when you got a plan the universe will pull an uno card and reverse it all. 

I knew having a writing career was going to be hard. I just didn’t think it was gonna be so hard and make me stressed 24/7. I guess that novel is gonna have to wait but knowing me right when I go write the book my life is gonna get hectic.